Catch-up

So its been a while. I went home for the funeral of M.B. - it was sad, but there were so many people at the wake and the funeral that his mother knew we all cared for and loved her son, and while it was a small thing, I hope it meant a lot. He will be greatly missed.
Aside from that, life has been... life. Hanging in there, taking things one day at a time. Went back to an old habit that no one is pleased with, but oh well if it gets me through. I took the first step in solving the problem, but as for how far I'll carry that decision only time will tell.

Thats really all I have for now. I know there are things that I have to change in my life, but that takes time and energy, neither of which I have too much of right now. Soo, we're goin to have to wait and see what happens.

"In God's eyes we're all the same
One day we'll all have perfect wings"

"In the midst of winter, I finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer."-- Albert Camus