My Mood PERFECTLY

Alanis Morissette - I'm a Bitch

I hate the world today

You're so good to me

I know but I can't change

Tried to tell you

But you look at me like maybe

I'm an angel underneath

Innocent and sweet

Yesterday I cried

Must have been relieved to see

The softer side

I can understand how you'd be so confused

I don't envy you

I'm a little bit of everything

All rolled into one

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover

I'm a child, I'm a mother

I'm a sinner, I'm a saint

I do not feel ashamed

I'm your hell, I'm your dream

I'm nothing in between

You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am

This may mean

You'll have to be a stronger man

Rest assured that

When I start to make you nervous

And I'm going to extremes

Tomorrow I will change

And today won't mean a thing

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover

I'm a child, I'm a mother

I'm a sinner, I'm a saint

I do not feel ashamed

I'm your hell, I'm your dream

I'm nothing in between

You know you wouldn't want it any other way

Just when you think, you got me figured out

The season's already changing

I think it's cool, you do what you do

And don't try to save me

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover

I'm a child, I'm a mother

I'm a sinner, I'm a saint

I do not feel ashamed

I'm your hell, I'm your dream

I'm nothing in between

You know you wouldn't want it any other way

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease

I'm a goddess on my knees

When you hurt, when you suffer

I'm your angel undercover

I've been numb, I'm revived

Can't say I'm not alive

You know I wouldn't want it any other way

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That song gets more true every time I listen to it. It's also my new favorite song, haha. Seriously though, I have been called a bitch too many times to count. Sometimes for no reason, sometimes for a very good reason.

This time though, the insinuated "bitch" was for NO reason.

My best (guy) friend's girlfriend apparently was never informed that the said best friend is just that, and has taken issue with me calling him "hun". Yea, I get that she's an insecure and immature high school senior, but still. My guy friend is the most loyal person in the world, and on top of that has no "feelings" for me whatsover, so I dont know what this little girl is so worried about. He has been my lifeline more than once, and no little miss priss is going to tell me how to talk to him. If he had said something, I would have been more than happy to comply. But no, she's going to try to be all tough (on Facebook no less) and tell me to back off. WTF? Unbelievable. What does she think I'm going to do, confront her on Facebook? Who does that, honestly. It's so stupid that it's funny.

The choices people make sometimes...

*On another note I'm not in the greatest of moods today despite the beautious weather. Actually I was quite crabby. Either its end of the year junk or something more, but which ever it is I would rather it not be here at all. Kinda just want to go see my hometown loves and chill for a bit, get all the stupidness of (girl) people out of my head for a while and just be with friends. 3 weeks to go and it's all set, but 3 weeks is so long!