My Papa Bear

I spent the long weekend at my boyfriend's school - he's so adorable. He made sure the room was "woman worthy" for me, and he lowered his bed so I could get my short self up on to it. It really is the little things that make such a difference. He's SO cute and SO considerate. lol I love him!

It's so nice to get away from everything now and then, and getting to spend it with my favorite person is clearly a great idea. I love having him all to myself, and not *having* to do anything, just us being together. It was perfect! All sorts of dreams came true this past weekend ;-) And of course, the opportunity to give him a new nickname is always something to enjoy - isn't that right Papa Bear?

There's a fundraiser for the boy that died next weekend, but I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to go anymore, and it's driving me crazy. I really want to and I've told people that I am, but it doesn't look like it's going to be able to happen.

The downside of being away all weekend with the hubby is that all sorts of homework got post-poned. Oh well, it was well worth it. Thanks Papa Bear

"I think they meant it
When they said you can't buy love
Now I know you can rent it
A new lease you are my love,
On life - all my life
I've longed to discover
Something as true as this is..."
~*~I'll Cover You - Rent~*~

Catch-up

So its been a while. I went home for the funeral of M.B. - it was sad, but there were so many people at the wake and the funeral that his mother knew we all cared for and loved her son, and while it was a small thing, I hope it meant a lot. He will be greatly missed.
Aside from that, life has been... life. Hanging in there, taking things one day at a time. Went back to an old habit that no one is pleased with, but oh well if it gets me through. I took the first step in solving the problem, but as for how far I'll carry that decision only time will tell.

Thats really all I have for now. I know there are things that I have to change in my life, but that takes time and energy, neither of which I have too much of right now. Soo, we're goin to have to wait and see what happens.

"In God's eyes we're all the same
One day we'll all have perfect wings"

"In the midst of winter, I finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer."-- Albert Camus